My daughter is 10 now so I have two more years to endure her father’s emotional abuse. The cursing and yelling and demeaning over nothing. I tried to choose someone who seemed to have a good spirit. A reformed bad boy. Yet, his shadow nature arises out of nowhere and it’s bad. Just b/c there is good does not negate the bad. And the bad has been debilitating me. I have MS and his torments leave me in a relapse of symptoms and agony. In two years, my baby has a voice in court to speak her will. I must suffer his abuse until then and hope my body manages until then. Please Yahweh, protect me from harm. Sustain me through the evil. As I turn the other cheek, keep me protected and filled with your Holy spirit.